“既然你不想让我知道，就算了吧。
或许我还是没有证明我是一个可靠的人。
是有一点点的失望但是如果你需要一个愿意在你的身旁听你诉苦的人，
你就转过头好了。我会一直在你的身后等待你愿意和我分享你的喜怒哀乐。”


I'm damn disappointed in myself for the Chinese overall marks i got back today :(
I got 58/100, for the very first time through out my schooling years, this is the very first time i got a 50++ for my Chinese paper. Sigh, i think i should start working and improving on my Chinese language already! I got stacks of O level worksheets from my MT teacher after school.
I felt like crying in school but i didn't i know that its too late to cry over the spilled milk, from now onwards i will do my very best to improve my Mother Tongue,
NO MATTER WHAT AND I THINK I SHOULD PROVE TO MYSELF THAT I MARK MY WORDS. I felt even worse after taking in the words that my mum said to me. She said:"Don't be sad and felt bad for getting a 58 marks, this is only the CA, try the harder the next time."
This made me more determined to take pride in everything i do from now onwards, i promise my mum i would overcome every obstacle that is obstructing my way to success !

I'm off to my work now, i know i got no life, all i do everyday is to go to school, after school go home, reach home do homework and study. But what to do ? If everyone have a choice, majority of them would rather choose not to study and do whatever they want, who doesn't desire/crave for a carefree life?
I do.