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Juexin,16.
I don't know what's life is going to bring me.



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Girlfriend. Dearest Sister! Y.Sister Brother. Jolene Irene

filled with words.

Life unfolds to help us become the very best we can.
Often circumstances certainly do not look like blessings; they look just the opposite,in fact.
And yet with grace, courage and humility the hardest things can change us, teach us and elighten us.
There is a synergy between what we receive and what we give;
sometimes the thing that we think we most need from others is actually the thing we most need to give ourselves.

count elephants w/ me! :D


Since 16th Sept 08 (:

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Randommmmm.

My sister gave this nice cupcake to me yesterday night, heh!
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The post of th dayyyy.

Today i woke up early in the morning for the first time after my body clock went abnormal! :D
I met Jolene in the morning at 9.30am, we took MRT to Jurong East, DJ max all the way.
We went Daiso and get our stuffs again and ate ljs again, why again?
It is because the other time we did the same thing , haha.
We got this cute cookies/biscuits?

We took MRT to Chua Chu Kang and meet Jolene's friend and her friend's friend, lololollll.
Crazied with them around her friend's block and then Lot 1. hahaha.
We then took MRT home, forgot we got down from which stop then want to change to Circle Line.
And when we alighted and they went to ask the counter, the person say haven't build yet O_O
Super stupid and funny, haha. Waited for the same side of the MRT train. lols.
I reached home then immediately put down bag and go bathhhhh :D
The stupid weather is getting worse and worse, and heard from people this will continue till September.
Can you imagine surviving THIS BLOODY WEATHER 3 months down the road?!

Haha, now got so many boxes at homeeeeee! :DDDDD
I rested awhile and then use laptop waiting for zhiqing to end her band.
I met her to go for a evening jog after her band, haha.
She called me and i changed and took towel and i ran all the way till her block there.
Haha, just 2 stops away, but tiring :(
I ran one round with her at her house area then i got tired and my stomach painnnn,argh.
My stamina is getting worse due to lack of continuous running,sigh.
We walked to 201, zhiqing ate and she treated me to 100 plus, thanks! <3
She bought a top, actually want to discourage her to buy first and get for and make a surprise!
Not fun, she bought it already, cause if i say i want to buy for her, she won't let me pay.
We walked to Tampines Mart cause i want to get the cd i wanted but i'm not 16 yet, fuck.
Damn irritating lor, arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Nevermind, around 6-7 months more then i'll be offically 16 ! :D
ZHIQING, let me know the particular kind the sweet you like! i only know kiap kiap, heh! :D
I talked a lot to her after she bought her moomoo sweets, we walked into the park.
We chatted all the way through the long path into the park , fun , long time never like this.
We chatted alot of my problems, anyway, just want to say something to her here.
" I just want you to know that i've always been fortunate to have you there for me."
We bought apple juice at the shop opposite of blk 316, and sat down at some block.
We raised our heads and we can see so many stars in the sky, super nice view? :D
We talked a lot under the moon and stars :D
I asked her what you call the stars that are not blinking/shining.
She answered me, the star is a moon lor. LOL! cute luhh.
Haha, then i said "wahhhh, so many moon tonight,heh!"

Sincerely thank her a lot, after talking to her, i realise how different my life is from hers.
Though she didn't tell me how to solve my own problems, but through the conversation,
i realised i found a lot of answers to my questions unknowingly.
Go jogging w/ you again the next time round, thanks for your care yah :D
Next time then take photo with you, promise, k? :DDD
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If anyone of you thinks that i'm always a happy person, always happy-go-lucky.
Well, if you think you know me well, sorry to tell you you're far from the reality of knowing me.
But thanks for trying to know me too, lol.
I think this life, i can never find the person with the same mindset and defination of Friends.
But i realised, its great to be alone.
No need think about the other party whether he/she will get hurt or not.
I'm so sick of seeing others more important than me, i hope one day i can heck care about the
other party too, i'd like to try to open myself to that kind of feeling..


I don't know if i can do it, but hope i can.
I just want to stand there independently without anyone..

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