You tell me what to do.

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手会比较好过

最美的爱情回忆里待续

This few days i never update my blog is because i've to attend lesson & work. I'm super busy and tired. Always drag myself home, my back and hands ache like....URGH. Soon, i'm able to pay off my debt i lent from my sister, get the stuffs i want, get something *ahem*, erm...get my siblings stuffs they like, gave some pay to my parents and thats all ? Next week is the last lesson already. I've been pondering if i should go for the grading cause i'm afraid that i'm not up for it. But..go for it, at least i TRIED? hmm, thats the way i guess!^^

I'm tired of working things out between us. I don't know whats wrong, y'know. I always try to tell myself what you used to tell me. "I believe that the imperfectness in us makes us a perfect match" But as time pass, i realised that i'm too naive to think that way. I don't know whether giving the both of us the 2nd chance is the wrong decision a not. There's too many difference in our daily life and thinking.

• I like to walk, you don't.
• You always find the easiest way to solve problems, but i'm too realistic.
• I like to do things by following the law/rules, on the other hand you like to break the law and find the excitement in doing it.
• You're an outgoing person, i am too but our activities are too different.
• I do not like slacking, but i guess you're used to it.
• You do not look out far in life, i plan too much for my future hoping you would for your future, not for MY sake.

But seriously speaking, actions speaks louder than words. You like to ask me out, i want to go out with you too..but you always don't plan the activities, the location and etc. Overall, i think that you're indecisive. I don't like. But i never want you to change for me. You are just yourself. There's no point of changing yourself for another person. I'm srsly tired of working things out between us. Its easy for fall for one another but it is hard to get along together. 或许从一开始就是一个错误。I always tried hard to convince myself but..very hard to get it into my mind. We tried changing for each other, but in the end we're just ourselves again. Maybe things are just meant not be worked out at all. Its not that we've not tried, the fact is we tried a lot of times. I dread to initiate a break up too. We've been through a lot. I've known you for like 9 months and 5 days. I've got nothing much to say right now. All i can do is to cry. That will make me feel better. Maybe we're just not cut out for each other? :/

It doesnt matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop.