This few days things have been happening in my family.
I'm still wondering what've gone wrong, seriously :(
- Little brother supposed to be discharge today but this morning then i am informed that he'll only be discharged tomorrow...sian :(
- My mum lost her phone in the morning, but she got it back, idk how. But somehow, it still scare me in a certain way.
- My elder sister and her boyfriend got into an accident. Luckily nothing happened. No injuries.
Just now went to Changi General Hospital with them to have a check up.
Omg, i'm super tired, But no matter what, i'll be strong :)
I HAVE TO BE. Sigh.
I hate myself for being so weak.
I've to be independent like how girlfriend said :(
Its not i don't want to be, I'm trying hard to be.
Crying is inevitable somehow.
Everytime when tears are filling up my eyes, i held them back.
And when people saw that, they ask me "why you cry?"
" I'm just yawning..." thats what i would reply all the time.
Its the very first time...my house felt so empty and hollow...where's the warmth that used to be there, so comfortably?

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