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Juexin,16.
I don't know what's life is going to bring me.



LINKS.
Girlfriend. Dearest Sister! Y.Sister Brother. Jolene Irene

filled with words.

Life unfolds to help us become the very best we can.
Often circumstances certainly do not look like blessings; they look just the opposite,in fact.
And yet with grace, courage and humility the hardest things can change us, teach us and elighten us.
There is a synergy between what we receive and what we give;
sometimes the thing that we think we most need from others is actually the thing we most need to give ourselves.

count elephants w/ me! :D


Since 16th Sept 08 (:

Monday, January 25, 2010

Juexin is hanging in there.

How worse can my life get? =/
This few days things have been happening in my family.
I'm still wondering what've gone wrong, seriously :(

  1. Little brother supposed to be discharge today but this morning then i am informed that he'll only be discharged tomorrow...sian :(
  2. My mum lost her phone in the morning, but she got it back, idk how. But somehow, it still scare me in a certain way.
  3. My elder sister and her boyfriend got into an accident. Luckily nothing happened. No injuries.

Just now went to Changi General Hospital with them to have a check up.
Omg, i'm super tired, But no matter what, i'll be strong :)
I HAVE TO BE. Sigh.
I hate myself for being so weak.
I've to be independent like how girlfriend said :(
Its not i don't want to be, I'm trying hard to be.

Crying is inevitable somehow.
Everytime when tears are filling up my eyes, i held them back.
And when people saw that, they ask me "why you cry?"
" I'm just yawning..." thats what i would reply all the time.

Its the very first time...my house felt so empty and hollow...where's the warmth that used to be there, so comfortably?

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