I'm always on this path, alone.

though i know, many would like to walk this journey with me, but i always don't seem to see them anywhere.

I'm sad :(

No matter what i do, no one appreciates.

I admit, i used to put my friend above anything else, even family.

But now, i'm changing, why can't my mum see?

Why must she always say that i can never treat my siblings like how great i treat my friends every now and then?

What's with that??

I know i suck as a 'great listener'

I suck as a friend.

I suck as a human.

I suck as a sister.

I suck as a daughter.

WHAT MORE DO YOU GUYS WANT FROM ME?!

I think somedays i'll just breakdown.

Or maybe, i'll just slam the door open and run away from everything.

I hate everything, i hate myself.

I HATE EVERYONE.